Oink

1-28-07 5:40

Its been so long since I’ve written. I’ve been a bit tongue tied I suppose. Not sure. I’ve not been writing for many reasons I suppose. One, I’ve been busy, two, I’ve had to censor so much of what I wanted to say. I talked to my sister Laura for a long time today. We talked about so much, the world and a little of this and a little of that. It was just good to hear from her, for all of last semester and summer I didn’t hear from her at all and after visiting her it was like she remembered who I was. She wanted to call and tell me about all the news in her life. She was going to look at land what was butted up against Sissy Spacek’s farm, that’s cool, and about how her son’s lizard laid a whole bunch of eggs and about how she doesn’t know what the meaning of a normal life is. She asked me about my truck and about Nell and her break up. We just talked like we were sisters again. I miss her so and she’s lonely in her marriage. I talked to her about Steve. And she doesn’t judge me for my life with him and she’s so supportive of me. Steve and I are living very simply these days and we are both making more money and saving it. There are reasons for this… We are looking at land and houses and talking very seriously about a future together. She was so encouraging, telling me not to be afraid of anything with my parents, asking me if I was going to end up with a ring on my finger soon, giving me advice, telling me Mom won’t be surprised, and suggesting that Steve ask Papa for permission. I don’t know, I don’t talk to anybody about this because everyone has the judgments and selfishness’s about me and whatnots. I’m excited about my life and I’m so happy. That’s all I have to say.