Well, I've picked myself up by my bootstraps. I decided I needed to get out of the house and even though I'm broke I knew that just getting out would help a lot. I loaded the new Coldplay CD onto my MP3 player and Maggie and I went to Pullen Park to hang out. We just sat in the grass under a crab apple tree, watching the birds and enjoying the scenery. it was refreshing. In those moments I felt the heavy, wet, wool blanket slide off and I could breath. Such and astounding feeling, you know, breathing... Came back here and miracle groed all my plants, loved on them, talked to them... I started some new seeds yesterday, zinnia, nasturtiums, poppies can't think of what else but I'm super excited to watch them grow!! Then I finally decided to get started on that bbq pizza project, the dough is rising now.... Took a shower, feels good to wash the filth off, now, I can get started on figuring some things out, seeing with new eyes and breathing some better air... Loves to you all! And especially to you N for reminding me about life and truly beautiful it can be!
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