So wow! The past few months have been severe!! I'm feeling really really good tonight though... I went on a date Wednesday night and it was absolutely incredible!! He invited me over to his place last night, and I went, and he's a gentleman and amazing!! Anyway, I went out with Jill tonight and we talked about somethings... She has had a relationship like the one I just got out of. We talked about co dependence and all of those lovely things. So... I've pledged to myself that if I ever got into another relationship that I would not ever be willing to sacrifice the things that make me happy for someone else's happiness. I won't let myself get pulled into it so fast again. I'll force myself to set healthy boundaries and acknoledge them myself... Saying this, I don't even really know what to think about Dan except that this is really exciting and I'll just ride the ride because its fun and I shouldn't be afraid to do such things... So yeah...
Also, I really need to take the time to say how much I appreciate my friends and family... N, I hope you know how much I appreciate your safe haven!! Its always there for me when I come home and its truly invaluable to me, and so are you... Also, all of you who have checked on me and my family, sent me good, healing energies and thought about us at any point in this terrible debacle, thank you!!! I love you all dearly!!
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